10 de abril de 2007

whose fault is it?


When does a feeling hurt?

I think it does when you want it to...

I mean... well, feelings are usually meant to last little, as some people say... but it depends on YOU how long it takes you to forget... or remember

So, as Pablo Neruda said: "es tan corto el amor y tan largo el olvido"

A Friend of mine told me once that I was leaving many things behind, that I wasn't living enough.

Both of these are because of feelings, some are so strong that you cannot simply let them go away and you start wondering if life worths enough to be suffered, I mean, lived.

Then you decide to stay steady against all odds... you decide to Live... but it is now time to REMEMBER, which really makes you sad, mad, angry, and stupid because YOU try to feel again what made you feel so!

The nonsense is that some of uf like this angst-filled sensations.

It Hurts, and neither writting nor speaking to a friend relieves you.

The only possible way to exile those painful feelings and stay with the "pleasant" ones is...

Well there's no possible way exept Dying.. which is not my choice and shouldn't been your's either...

1 comentario:

*Molks* dijo...

ok... there are sometimes in which i dont want to feel at all...
being indifferent is so cool sometimes, but feelings (especially pain) makes us feel that we are alive...
sometimes i really weant everything to end...




but then i remember that that are a lot of things that i havent done yet...

dunno if it helps... but if you want to talk or post about it, im here.
best wishes
Molks xxx