Pushing Me Away.. What It Means To Me Now...
When I look into your eyes
When I try to see if you remember something
There's nothing there to see
I realise you forgot everthing you promised
Nothing but my own mistakes
Only too much love I gave you
Staring back at me
That you said it was you fear
Everything has to end, you'll soon find, we're outta time, left to watch it all unwhind
Everything has finished, but now even the memories are wortheless
Everything falls apart, even the people who never frown eventually break down
Everything dissapears, including those things I swore eternal
I've lied
YOU HAVE LIED
To you
TO ME!!!
This is the last smile
That was the last attempt
That I'll fake for the sake of being with you
I tried to save our love
The sacrifice is never knowing
But you didn't appreciate what I gave up for you
Why I stayed with you
Why did I believed You
Just push away
You Just LIED To me
No matter what you see
Without even considering how I die for YOU
You're still so blind to me
You don't want to realise the truth that you now HATE me
I've tried
I Put an effort
Like you
like you did, But it was too easy for you, so I couldn't
To do everything you wanted to
To be free and live loosely, to cheat on you,
This is the last time
That was the last thing
I'll take the blame for the sake of being with you
That I Blame Myself of your mistakes
The sacrifice of hiding in a lie
The bad decision of ignoring the truth... your LIES
The sacrifice is never knowing
That Stupidity is to never realise
Reverse phsycology's failing miserably
Trying to make you confess does not work as I planned
It's so hard to be, left all alone
It's Quite hurtful to be betrayed
Telling you is the only chance for me
I've told you you're my only chance of being happy
Theres nothing left but, to turn and face you
Now I only got to Hate who I had to... YOU!
When I look into your eyes
When I try to see if you remember something
There's nothing there to see
I realise you forgot everthing you promised
Nothing but my own mistakes
Only too much love I gave you
Staring back at me
That you said it was you fear
ASking Why...
And I still Don't understand
Why I stayed with you...
I still don't understand how I fell in your game...
2 comentarios:
mmmmm....
let it all out...
its the best way to heal
im trying to do the same, but something tells me that it wont work... it never works with him and me... fucking hate it sometimes...
well... take care and smile
Molks xxx
Hi I love the poem. And that picture's fantastic!! Just called by to say hi! Your name kind of jumped out of my links and I realized I had not been by for a while. I've just opened 2 new video blogs last week - you must come by have a look. The sneezing panda clip that I linked to in my yesterday's post I think is my best one. It's one of very few things to genuinely make me "LoL", know what I mean?? Well I hope to see you there soon, meanwhile all the best to you my friend
from
Gledwood
"Gledwood Vol 2"
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